-A Watchful Eye-
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DarknessNight NewbieThis is a vent thread for me. My old one has been pushed back in this section of the forum because it went unused. Don't post here without permission. I say this, and some of you are going to go ahead, be rebels and post. You'll be ignored. I don't care if you stalk. Be my guest. I guess this is my way to let everything out. I need a way to cope with everything in a better way and this might be it. Going to try it again and see how it goes.
DarknessNight NoviceI still hold feelings of hate for my parents, but the feeling of hate for myself outweighs that. I have been told I am too smart at school and at home. This of which isn't true, because I'm failing one of my honors classes due to lack of me being able to pay attention. I know I would be able to comprehend what is being said, I have just gotten to the point where I personally don't care. Sure, I want to go to college, but there is way to much pressure as of here lately. Most of it is because of my parents. They expect me to be this perfect person, then proceed with emotional abuse and physical abuse. I have laid all of my cards on the table, and as of right now, I can't do anything. I can't talk to my friends, online or in real life. I can't talk to the person I'm in a relationship with.
I should be able to trust people, but I am starting to lose that. I feel like if I talk to anyone, I'm making things worse. I don't want to be a burden. I have resorted back to the person I didn't want to be. I feel like I have let everything and everyone in my life down.
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