You know, it is very scary
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Thread Topic: You know, it is very scary
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To know that nobody wants to notice you, that you will still be the underdog, that slight dust you never really want to pay attention to under a illuminated lamp, and you swipe it away.
I am that speck of dust, one that could simply wiped away or eradicated with cleaning cloth and Windex, like nothing, because it is tiny and delicate, fragile. I have more to myself that I want to show but nobody wants to see, nobody wants to crack this egg open and see the yolk. It gets tiring, you get use to it sometimes, but the frustration and anxiety just makes you want to give up. I tried everything, I tried my absolute best to do show everything I got. My "talents" and everything else that I could possibly scrape from the back of my mind.
Other people have the real talent, and that's why they have millions and millions of fans. I guess it is true, I am just nothing- an abomination that can't do s---. I draw because it is what I like to do and it generally appeals to me but it makes sense that if nobody wants to look at it, it's probably because you have no talent.
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RagingArmy NewbieI'm sorry you feel that way. If it makes you feel any better, I think you are a good person. You must be misunderstood.
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