My Official Thread.~
- Locked by Dark22978 on Jan 21, '17 10:54pmReason: owner's request
Thread Topic: My Official Thread.~
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i wish I become a puppet
so I can be held in someone's hand
cradled with such hope
that I can actually depend on someone to make me act right -
dudeeeeee
u ok -
Please, leave. Just please leave. Go away. Ignore me like the rest. GO AWAY. I WANT TO BE ALONE.
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not even nirvana or whatever crap can make me swing back to feeling neutral
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wtf
why am I even listening to this
alone
alone
alone
being a loner doesn't sound bad
you don't need anybody anymore
i don't have anyone -
big brother
I know you smoke weed
you know what's f---ed up?
you can't even share -
k as u wish
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and you're so lucky mom came home after the whole apartment stopped smelling like strong cannabis
it was so strong even I couldn't take it -
hah
tried covering it up with febreeze
boulevard of broken hearts just sounds so bad and cheesy right now ugh
i should get a life -
when will I adventure to the next page
this is so boring
my head hurts again because I was on the verge of tears -
load up on guns
bring your friends
^nooo not nirvana again
fck -
i should probably eat and continue watching that podcast
and fall asleep
and repeat because they have another one planned for today and will be uploaded tomorrow
I think
without the internet I would probably be dead -
this is officially the loner thread
oh my god was it yesterday or today where in the morning I woke up and I literally felt actually dead
like dead
I felt happy
but I felt my heartbeat
and then the thought of being in a euphoria was smashed just like that
it's probably because I have nothing to live for -
man that was the dream
but then I figured out I was still living
and then it was the nightmare
:I
who knows
what if I'm not alive and this is actually hell -
Finally, next page.
What if, when I was alive
I was liked
I was pretty
My family gave a s--- about me
I had a future
I had friends
I had good grades
I had siblings that were horse s--- but we could get along on some days
I was in a financially stable family
I was like those girls in those books I read
I use to go on adventures
I use to smoke weed and feel good
I was happy
I got to go to college
I got to live an actual life
I felt free
But since there's no karma but life just loves f---ing you up
hell actually existed
and the hell wasn't just like the biblical depiction
it was a hell where you had to restart your life in the most possibly s---ty way and if you feel suicidal and actually die
you can go back to life to your previous life
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