I need to sort some shit out, okay?
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Thread Topic: I need to sort some shit out, okay?
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Sigh. Alright.
Baby me. Parents made me wear overalls all the time. That was kind of weird.
Little kid me. I loved dolls and princesses. I spun around in my princess gown and watched Barbie movies. I played with Barbies all the time in my pink Barbie castle.
However, I also was always begging for boy dolls and wanted to play with my brother's Hot Wheels cars. I also made my mom cut my hair short.
Kid me, after we moved. I liked wearing dresses a lot because I could look really pretty like a princess. I still played with dolls. I watched very girly shows such as My Little Pony and Strawberry Shortcake, and I watched Care Bears and collected the toys.
However, I would never ever wear skirts and I highly disliked the colour pink and other girls. I wasn't messy, but I did play with rocks (o.O) and weird stuff like that. I constantly watched Ninja Turtles, Jurassic Park, and Power Ramgers, and Care Bears is kind of gender neutral. I always pretended to be a Power Ranger during recess, although usually the yellow one I think. As I got a little bit older, I stopped liking dresses so mich and I only wore them because it shocked my classmates and I liked feeling like an ultra pretty different person. I was highly, highly violent as a kid and very much enjoyed rough-housing.
Entering my pre-teen years. Here's where the puzzle pieces begin to fit. I was a very fake person. I was violent and tomboyish entering 6th grade, but in 7th grade, I changed. I tried much too hard to put on a sweet and innocent act. I wasn't really myself. I wore a dress once and everyone thought it was out of place. I wore skirts and dresses, which aroused great suspicion from all of my friends. I was lying and fake. I was trying to be someone I wasn't. I also came out as a lesbian for a short time, only to realize I kind of liked guys too.
Eighth grade. I started trying wayyy too hard. I wore lip gloss, skirts, and did my hair daily. I suck at fashion so it all sucked ha ha. orz I was trying to make people like me. However, I began to see that I liked dressing like a boy much better. Something inside me knew that I was a boy. Like really knew. I came out as gender fluid, but something was missing. I started to experiment more. I thought and thought. I watched a few videos on transgenders and realized: That's me. I tried to be even girlier, as if to prove myself wrong. But I'm happier as a guy.
A few months later and ayyy, I'm not as depressed anymore yo. I'm trans and I don't even give a f---.
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When my aunt was drunk last night, she told me I look like a little boy. I laughed.
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I'm proud of you ^-^
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For what?
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Teen Titans Go shouldn't exist.
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My mom has been very supportive throughout all of this. I'm very happy with her.
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