Imma go live in New York
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Thread Topic: Imma go live in New York
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See you guys later.
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*throws chair out apartment window* .
*smiles*
That's better, that's houses in ny sure are small,
*moves to Chicago *
I will be back later, -
Chill out zzzzzzzz
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I really need a vacation..
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But not a vacation with anyone , I have had too many of those. I need to just go somewhere by myself.... I really need this, my health depends on this.
sorry for going on about this. -
My head is screaming at me... I am going to go try to nap.
Damm it, I can't nap,
*is sad*
*thinks for awhile*
Erm, this is going to be my official rant thread.
*finishes thinking*
I decided that I will go look up medical illnesses on the Internet, I enjoy that. Or maybe, just maybe I will go looking up pictures of new York and other major city's and the beach, and leaves, leaves are cool.
oh, that's what I will do, I will go play around on Google something- That thing that let's you wander around the earth from pictures. -
*screams off a cliff*
ThAt didn't help anything.
*jumps off a cliff*
:-)
*fails at death*
How the hell....
*is in excruciating pain*
:-o
*finds an radio*
*listens to music whilst trying to die*
Heh, I am actually flipping serious. I know that people who actually want to die don't say so online or whatever, but this is sadly the only place I feel comfortable thinking anything like this. Now I am legitimately saying that I want to die. But since it has become evidently impossible for me to die, I guess I will just figure something else out.
*screams again **thows a brick out the window*
Where did that window come from?
anyone want to come find me right now and give me a hug. I need help
. I can't run to anyone that I know though, so I was wondering if one of you could. Selena, dark, hicc, you AL live relatively close to me, can you oblige?
actually, I am do desperate right now I will settle for some lame virtual hug.
oh, I just realized that it succeeded in becoming in emotionally unstable. *cries tears of mixed joy and pain*
So I put sheets up over all the mirrors in the house because I am sick of my reflection. Maybe I should go vacation in abnegation, that wou.d fix me up.
I would go play piano, but I don't feel like playing, nor can I.
oh shoot. I have to leave in half an hour. Maybe I should go try to sleep now. -
I have to go to my friend house. She has been begging me to go all day and made a suspicious comment that makes me think she has something planned. I don't want to go but whatever. See you tomorrow hopefully
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Wow.... so I don't mean to sound like a hypocrite or anything, but I just realized that all this time I thought my friend who has a passion for art always made blunt remarks about the things I make never said those things that brought me down so much because I sucked at them, but because she envied my skills in a way.... don't know... this does that make any sense.... that is what she told me but it seems impossible that anyone could possibly find value in my work.
I cannot believe I just said that
I am realizing so much
I gtg again, I will come on tonight though -
I am so cold.... I swear the temperature dropped ten degrees in five minutes..... and then I am soaking and the wind is blowing ..... I will be back once warm up.
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Well then... *sigh * I am feeling very insignificant right now.... my dad had me listen to some piano masters.... I am absolutely positive that what they were playing isn't any harder then what I do now, so it isn't hard, but it doesn't make me feel any less worthless. I don't want to touch.... *sigh* and I will now try hard to fight this by going in and finishing learning the song I am currently working on, and then going in and playing some ragtime music for my dad. *stabs self in heart* I am done... I am so done... and then, it turns out I was absolutely wrong about my conclusion with the pastels.... lemmy go sit in a hole and die.
Oh yeah, and I refuse to listen to music. I cannot believe I let myself fall
Into this music.... I have absolutely rebelled again. I refuse to oblige to accepting any common societal criteria. I will not listen to any music until I figure out what is 'mainstream' and what is unique.
*screams* I am trying really hard to figure this enigma I am in out, and learn how to turn my stability on the l need to. I dot know own if keeping my fiends company is helping or hurting.... uggh, I will try to figure this out tonight. I gtg. -
I am shaking so bad... why does the world seem so cold? It is seventy I tube house and ninth outside. I should be roasting. I
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*lies here on the floor claiming that it isn't nearly as hard as it seems. Damm it ....
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*curls up in a ball* everything hurts so much.... I am so- I can't even hardly breathe.
Sorry if I don't respond much, it takes a lot of effort to sit up. -
I can hardly stay awake..
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