My head hurts.
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Thread Topic: My head hurts.
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It's like extreme pressure up there. *groans* I need him here to help me feel better~ But.. I'm sure he doesn't care and I stopped giving a damn about him yesterday on an Instagram surf so I need to stop bringing him up, and I need to numb him from me forever. It's best if I stopped crushing on him and act like normal classmates together, and he could go to whoever he pleases because I just want to be that one classmate. That one classmate that is in the room. That one classmate that laughs at the jokes that are made in the room. That one classmate that actually speaks to everyone. I want to talk to people and just be me like how I used to, not become caught up in a romance that was never picked up or acknowledged. He barely even listens to me like the sorry f--- he is. I'm actually glad if he doesn't like me, because that little piece of s--- is one of the tiny burdens in my life. I've got thick skin, but when it comes to romance it weakens and melts the thickness right off, and leaves me exploited for any heartbreak. I hate love, it keeps me trapped in a record room. It plays records that might stop, or dysfunction and repeat just like how much people love to break me. I just came to a point of insanity, I can never be normal ever again and I like it. The headaches, the disassociativeness, the yelling, the cursing, the feeling of not being sane is just f---ing perfect.
Overall, I f---ing like being a freakshow.~ -
Excuse me?
As it was such a crime to be happy
People would forget the exact definition
They would just think it's full of sappiness
As it would be a shame
Optimism is just ontop of the game
Try to play around the loopholes
And you'll be stuck
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