I think I'm going to panic again tbh
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Thread Topic: I think I'm going to panic again tbh
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My head hurts so bad and my eye is twitching and
But I don't feel panicky (...is that a word?) I just idk I'm thinking about a lot of things rn and my heartbeat is like so fast and ok yeah that's panicky but still
ugh idk I want to get out of here please I just want to leave I don't want to be here I want to go back to the city and I never want to leave there please
but also I don't want to be by my relatives I want to stay away from them forever I can't
I have so much homework left to do and an hour before bedtime and I don't think I can do it, I need to just rest or something idk
I've had a v s---ty day and I'm behind on school work but I just I can't do it this is one of those times where breathing is an accomplishment so f--- the rest of my to do list
I'm just gonna put my school s--- away, get some water, and some more food because I'm unfortunately a human who needs food. -
I just don't understand why eating has to be such a difficult thing for me to do. I don't understand why I can't do this or even more so why I can't ask for help.
I honestly think I need to take another day off school. -
Then I can avoid f---boys for starters but also I must still be sick because I literally never get headaches and I feel like s--- rn and I'm just I don't want to go to school I can't do it I give up.
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Yeah, I'm gonna fake fall asleep in like 10 minutes so I can keep my phone and then I'll just sleep in tomorrow. I can't deal with school rn.
Like this isn't even logical bc school is like the only place I feel safe getting food but I still just idk I need to rest I'm still sick tbh.
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