It's now the 21st of August.
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Thread Topic: It's now the 21st of August.
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And I still miss you like hell.
Nicole, I wish I had the reassurance to know there was even a possibilty you were reading this somehow, but there isn't. You're gone.
You're gone because I didn't stop you.
I should have realized what yoh had planned, why you were so happy that day.
But I didn't.
Because I'm such a naive f---ing idiot.
But... I hope you're in a better place now.
I don't even care if nobody reads my posts anymore... I don't care... colors are dull, the cuts are fading into scars, and everything is monochrome. -
...I read this post.
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...thank you.
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I read it too
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...okay.
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..and whatever happened, and I bet it sucked. I'm sorry.
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My best friend killed herself two years ago today.
She would've been able to stop me, but I wasn't able to stop her... because I'm a f---ing idiot for not noticing what she had planned. -
i'm sorry. I would tell you some of the things I've experienced..but I can't tell you I know how you feel.
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It's alright. Don't be sorry, it wasn't your fault or anything. Basically everything is just pain now... I can't even remember what happpiness felt like.
Monochrome.... everything is like black and white. -
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Sory I did not mean to post that
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That's happened to me, I guess. It feels so painful when it happens and in a while it just dulls.
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