sigh
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Thread Topic: sigh
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these kids, all the kids at my table actually, copied off my exam. Which f---ing sucks because yeah, I get I'm pretty much at the top for math but that's really disrespectful?? I told the teacher too and he kinda seemed shocked that I didn't say anything but he promised he'd take care of the problem and we would switch seats for sure on Monday.
but i feel like i disappointed the teacher for not telling him yeah
It's not really that they copied my test that's bothering me the most but it's the fact that this is the only reason why people even like me; Because I'm intelligent. So they'll use me just to get s--- out of me do you realize that this really hurts me bc i'm literally nothing more to them than someone who will give them answers.
also in p.e. I don't have any friends to hang out with so while everyone is in a group playing whatever it is I walk around the field like a dumb--- so the teacher came after me today and he told me that I should play with people and I told him I felt like a bother to the group and I was okay walking alone and he promised that he'd get me a group where i'd feel comfortable.
I remember I wanted to cry when he say that last bit and I didn't realize why until later when I remembered how that tone of voice he used (really soft, delicate in a sense i think.) is the one Mr. would use whenever he asked me if everything was okay.
So I get home and cry bc worthless tool and i just really miss mr. being there for me like a dad would do
plops
kill me tbh i just don't want to stick around anymore i'm always in some sort of pain -
Heph here.
Alice, oh my God I'm so sorry. But don't think like that, I don't want you to die. -
*internet clings to for a thousand years*
I love you Alice. ;A; I wish you could just be happy all the time and they could all die in a damp hole.
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