sigh
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Thread Topic: sigh
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i wish my mom would just listen to me for once and take my to a psychologist or somewhere for help
i almost killed myself the other day and it was entirely on purpose like cutting behind yoru legs is dangerous and can be fatal?? i knew that
and the blood on the toilet seat she saw and i don't know how she's not concerned for me
i'm not okay and i know this, but the more i try to stop myself from feeling this way the more i hurt myself. and she doesn't think i'm ill, she sees me smiling all the time with my aunts and cousins but i only do that because if they see me sad they'll ask me so many times with the most sincere concern if i'm okay and i'll feel extreme guilt for worrying them
f--- i'm so hopeless helpless and alone and pathetic and i wish i were dead -
Have you asked her to take you to see a psychologist?
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She prob thought you where on your period. :P ...Duh.
But calm down, don't hurt yourself. -
i have and she says there's nothing wrong with me and she says that it's just stress
blood doesn't get all over the toilet seat like that?? jeez i had a picture of it but now i don't but it was literally smeared all over the seat and i'm not careless like that
i can't calm down i have a severe problem with anxiety and the more i try to calm down the more anxious and nervous i become -
i visited two therapists and they only made me feel worse about myself
they pretty much told me that im pathetic, one of them accused me for acting this way because i wanted pity, the other told me i was depressed but didnt even give me anti depressants, she told me i have to "change" yea i freaking kNOW i have to change i wouldve done it a long time ago if it was easy
anyway i know how you feel and im not sure if its those 2 therapists but i hope you get some actual serious help, try visiting your school counselor? -
My mom smears it. :l
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I don't know what to say, then. You can't let her tell you there's nothing wrong if you're hurting yourself like this. I really want you to be okay. Try again. Be insistent. If you're trying to kill yourself, you need help. I don't care what it takes. Get the help you need.
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I've been to several therapists and they where all penises. *eye roll*
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