Mister is encouraging me to take a district exam..

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  VegeKaka Hot Shot

  13 years ago
  (c+p from my tumblr, sorry for lack of punctuation)
  
  Not really a exam, but.. More of a showcase of artist talent thing. Basically Ill go to a district building one day, and Ill be there with a bunch of kids and well all be given a period of time to draw something. If the work pleases them, well be recognized as artistically gifted by the district and schools here.
  
  The last day of school, he told me about it. And I do like the idea and everything, and Im willing to try but..
  
  Im doing this to impress him, also for myself but I really want to do it for him too. He said he was going to be willing enough to take some time out of his schedule to help me get ready and fill out applications and that alone means a lot for me.
  
  Sincerely, hes the only person that shows confidence and some sort of pride in me. He encourages me for many things and hes super kind with me but at the same time he makes sure I notice the reality of things.
  
  I feel like Ill fail this test because I dont have much confidence in myself, and thats what holding me back from doing it.
  
  And if I feel like that if I fail, Ill kill the hope of the only person who seems to have hope in me.