-walks in woods-
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Thread Topic: -walks in woods-
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Nhm.. so wanna twll me some about you? I don't know much.
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Me...?Well what do you want to know?
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-shrugs- Anything. -watches woods-
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Alone again... -sighs-
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I have a big family, like eight children other than me. I live with my sister because my moms dead and my dads in prison. I sometimes refer to my sister as mom because it makes her mad. I like the color blue, and sometimes red. I like runningSuch as track and cross country. I hunt a lot. I have minor depression issues. I basically raised my seven younger siblings Im addicted to peppermints. I stay away from my house as much as I can. I live in a small town. I dont have many friends. Im bipolar. I accidentally call my siblings my kids sometimes because thats what it feels like.
I like the color red... -
Your never alone Ally.
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-listens to him- You have more to say i can feel it. You can trust me.
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If I go on I'll end up ranting. I hate it when I do that.
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-smiles sadly- A good rant will help. It helps me.
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Ok then
And then theres the hole hiding your feelings so your little brothers and sisters can just be kids thing. M no good at that. Im the second oldest and my sister doesnt give a f--- about the little kids. So Im like their parent. And the next oldest-Kathryn- She tries to help but shes only twelve and I dont want her to be like me. I was twelve when I turned twenty and began raising them. When mom was gone and dad became dangerous. I had to grow up. And my brother-in-lawhe wants to be a better parent. But hes got ten people to feed. So he works a lot. I have a job now. But most of the money gets used on the kids. I get them stuff you knowSo they can just be kids. And my friendsIm always taking my anger out on them. Ill just randomly snap at one of them. Well joke around and say Im on drugs or something but I know its hard for themAnd
God. I need to shut up. -
*listens from a tree*
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-listens silently- It`s fine. I don`t know what to say. I mean, I dont know whats that like at all. Sorry dosent help anything. But letting it out does. -smiles slightly-
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Its alright. I'll live. And that does feel better. A little anyways. And I wont be able to help with your problem...
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Problems... we all have them don't we? Some say sorry but not to mNy realize it dosent help to much aftet awhile.
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The thing is...Sorry is just a word. An overused one. I never tell anyone 'sorry'. I feel cold-Im not the pity type...So my advice is dont cry over something you cant change.Its the words I live by...And then people get mad for me being rude. So most of the time I just dont say anything.
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