- Locked by axelbeans on Jan 1, '21 12:59amReason: old
Thread Topic: ~*~Axels Universe~*~
okay ouch not me realizing i really don’t have any friends 💀
i just want my best friend :(
but like idt he wants me anymore 💖
like i feel like he’s avoiding me because he doesn’t wanna hurt me again but like,,, am i allowed to just say idc and i want my best friend lol
u know what,, i’m done being upset about it sksks
i can’t keep breaking my heart over s---. i’ll just drink benadryl and pass out 🖤
i really did exactly that LMFAOO
and honestly just getting some full rest gave me the chance to have some distance from everything and now i feel better
i started typing this and stopped because rlly as no one did the first 3 times i’ve shared this viewpoint tonight,, nobody cares LMAO
i shouldn’t be surprised but it still hurt like a lot
i hope u guys recognize— the ones who can vote—
you’re not just voting president. there’s a lot on the line at this time and i think that if you vote red on purpose after the horrendous things that are shamelessly being said and showcased to the american people,,, you can reconsider your care for me
i can understand not loving joe biden bc i hate that nigga too but damn did joe biden not basically call me: a criminal, a murder, a rapist, or somebody with probably the LOWEST IQ within the same 20 minute block.
if you don’t recognize what i mean. i’m a black boy from a haitian family LMFAO i was personally attacked on the fronts of race and immigration so hard that i CRIED. this isn’t new news ofc. but it’s so sick and inhumane that donald truly sees no wrong in his comments and will broadcast it in such a tactless and thoughtless manner
like this aspect with race, immigration, and covid, and the world we live in,, i don’t think that’s politics. and that’s what’s wrong with a lot of opinions. i don’t think you should politicize human rights or human compassion. the people who lack any regard for life outside of their own will prove to be just as scummy and repulsive in action just as they are in thought.
i just wish that non minority groups could understand the points i’m trying to make without trying to “play devils advocate” or “hear the other side out” like b---- there is no other side when it comes to human compassion. you either love or you don’t. that’s it. that cannot be tampered with or defined so extensively that it loses power or meaning— like.
top ten reasons i want someone who isn’t a minority in those respects to switch lives with me for a week and tell me if they think different than they did before
i really hope someone sees this rant and at least attempt to change their opinion or consider why i do not argue things like this.
and for reiteration because i feel like i have to explain to others now:
no b---- i am not a criminal by design and NO i am not stupid or lazy.
i am black. i am haitian. i am in two parts of the LGBT community. my blood and my heritage and my genetics are filled with a history and culture that cannot be taken away or demonized in the name of politics in westernized culture. i am made of greatness and i am part of the big picture of why the hell this country can be great. the courage, fight, strength, and power of my ancestors runs through my veins the same way it did theirs.
i am not. by any means. defined. by the ideologies that far too many people in this country in POWER speak over me.
and frankly if you think i’m bugging and overreacting— you better get on your f---ing knees and pray to whoever the hell you pray to and thank them extensively for the privileges and advantages you were gifted in life.
i have to sit here and rant and argue sometimes why it’s wrong for people to immediately cast my people as disposable, criminals, prisoners, and poor
i have to sit here and work FAR harder than a lot of people to do the same jobs and reach the same goals.
honestly my little dumb--- self didnt think that racism s--- wasn’t real systematically until i tried to go to college my senior year of high school.
while people with no substance, no talent, little intelligence, etc were getting accepted into schools easily whereas i did okay academically and soared in my passions and even had the record to prove it and my abilities and intelligence and i STILL had to settle for a university that didn’t even care about its population as they were also bought by students with more money who happened to be white as well.
isn’t that weird?? all that just bc of things i can’t control? what is so wrong and different about me that i don’t deserve the same opportunity that peoples money and privileges but them ??
also please don’t say the college thing could have happened to anyone because it definitely caters to those who have those privileges LMFAO
and college is only ONE example of the many
oh boy was i rightfully upset last night 💀
sorry to the lurking eyes for my very true rants LMAO
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