My Special Place In Hell
- Locked by Carri04 on Mar 22, '22 11:17pmReason: :( Request
Thread Topic: My Special Place In Hell
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I'm at a loss on what I'm even good for in this world.
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But in every other case, I was always the problem. I was the only idiot in the family to be affected by this s---. I was the only one who had a problem being at home the way I was. I was the only one who thought
f---! Nothing matters.
Just shut up.
I wrote been over this a thousand times!
Just shut up! -
I don't want to be here. I don't want to be alive. I always have to be someone's enemy.
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Just let me die alone. It's all I deserve.
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I don't have the motivation to really spend any time on myself.
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I just stress-ate soelme cookies I wasn't even hungry for.
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I don't like this. Why am I here?
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Life doesn't feel worth all this.
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I can't believe I made it this far just to fall flat on my face.
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And I don't want to leave the house, tomorrow, but I feel like I HAVE to have lunch with her because I told her anytime was okay.
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I strongly believe that the world would be empty if we were each given a chance to exist or not exist.
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Everything is a total waste in life.
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It'll get better, they keep telling me. But, what does the "better" work towards? What's the endgame of being a normal person who's doing "better"?
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I could laugh; not because of you, but because you don't even know why you work towards being "better", yourself .
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Fade into the shadows.
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