Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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Grandmas house has been pretty quiet and lifeless since our grandfather passed tbh and it's only been 2 days
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Bruh, some random dude broke into our garage and stole one of our bikes but the dumb thing is that they took the one bike that's on a flat :/
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But tbh, the bike isn't the thing I'm worried about, what I'm worried about is someone breaking into our garage and breaking the window of my mom's car. I'm pretty sure this has happened to others in the apartment but idk, the police said that they would come and find the person but it's been a long time since then so whatever
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Other than the bikes and cars (my uncle's car that he never uses included), we don't put much else in our garage so the items of the car are the only thing anyone could truly target tbh
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Just remembered that we still needa sell that SEGA Genesis to that gamer guy from GameStop
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I went to see the new Little Mermaid yesterday and other than a few issues I have with it, it was actually pretty good. I loved it and my mom did too, she even said she would buy it later on cuz she thinks it's worth it. But tbh, I thought it would be terrible bc Disney remakes usually are, but it wasn't as bad. Ofc it isn't perfect, especially with few acting parts, but still pretty nice and thought the music was great. I say going to see it at the movies was worth it
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That lingering lonely feeling is still there
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Ngl, I'm worried about my mental state at the moment and don't really wanna go to my grandfather's funeral, at least in person. It's just that I don't wanna end up crying and such... I'm not used to showing my emotions due to being in a family full of strong women who would judge you for shedding a tear. But let's be real, who would wanna cry in front of others? Definitely not me though I know that it would be best to attend the funeral anyway, especially to support my grandma... but tbh, idk if I'm at the state rn where I can handle all that though I'm tryna handle things.
Not making things better that my dad is acting crazy again too bc he can't attend like what the heck, you didn't even know the guy...? I'm pretty sure he just wants to come so bad to scream at my mom or find out what's been going on around here with him gone -
Ohh wait no, he did kinda know him during all those times my grandfather politely told him to screw off when dad was gettin' crazy. Ig dad found the way he said it emotional or smth cuz idk how else he'd think he should be at that funeral. All he wants to do is start drama
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My brother has been staying here for a few days and unlike before, he's actually being very supportive and nice meanwhile, my sister is being a jerk to me and I feel like crying bc she made a comment about my diabetes and how I act when feeling a certain sugar level and it honestly just hurts my feelings, it's not my fault that I'm a diabetic, it's my dad's...
Plus, I legit used MY money to hook my sister up with things she wanted and I thought she'd be more appreciative but nah, she's still a brat -
She even had the nerve to call me a brat for being offended
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And today, someone else I know passed away too. He was friends with my grandfather and d13d depressed cuz of my grandfather's passing. It's all just so difficult and too much since I was close with him too. I just feel like crying. Not only that, but I feel like crying to someone who genuinely cares
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Everyone around me is just passing while my sister is just another one of those people who make stupid offending comments abt my diabetes without even knowing the truth. Well, she does but everyone else just judges
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Sis had her graduation yesterday and the whole time, everyone there were just goofing around which made things entertaining, one person even flipped while walking back to their seat so yeah, that was cool. I also went walking today too, exercising as usual
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Still feel messed up physically though, thinking 'bout going to the hospital or smth but at the same time, why bother
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