Venting Thread
- Locked by Carri04 on Oct 29, '23 9:13pmReason: Sorry you gotta deal with this.
Thread Topic: Venting Thread
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I was trying to paint but...nah nah nah nah, I've learned my lesson, I suck at that xD
I can somewhat blend tho although Imma just stick to drawing and trying to act like Ik how to do different crafts lol -
I hate myself sometimes. Why can't I ever be outgoing and brave enough to talk to people? π
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Ugh...I need to step up and put my Outgoing face on Ig
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I keep hearing this noise and I'm at home by myself....
Welp. Guess whatever happens happens -
LOLLLLLL, one of my friends have the tagline "Keep calm bc I love you" and someone messaged them saying "I love you too" and my friend be confused. I love this πππππ
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Idk why but I always wanted a father figure or true brother figure. It's just that my brother usually acts like a jerk to me. Low-key want Luka from Miraculous to be my elder brother :')
He wouldn't tell me to go k1ll myself like my bro does -
My brother makes me feel like trash often...
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And I always feel invisible wherever I am, even with my fam. I would be standing right there and they don't see me. Plus, I'm not known as "Kaylah" with him. I'm "(My Sisters Name)'s Little Sister" that nobody cares about who is lonely all the time
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People even call me a "Copy" of my sister. Even my family sometimes
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Eh, idk what I want anymore. Death would ease options tho. Plus, I think I'm having Toxic Positivity by telling myself "Everything will be alright" when it won't. All I am is a stupid selfless sucker who cries and feels horrible alone which is most times when I'm not at school. I even feel like crying at School most days but try to hold in tears bc it doesn't matter; how I feel doesn't matter and there's no use in any the anymore
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*no use in anything anymore
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Iβm here if you need someone Iβm sorry your family is :(
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Thanks and yeah, my family isn't the best most times but I just got to learn how to live with them somehow :p
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Idk why but I'm kind of scared to sleep. I've been having nightmares lately and can barely sleep at night. Sometimes I have hard times breathing but then I'm not sure if it's really much of a problem bc it comes and goes whenever. And recently, I had this very scary dream. It was like a Horror video game with lots of violence towards children. Kinda reminded me of "Little Nightmares" or "The Promised Neverland," that's why I stay up so much at night. Don't wanna sleep
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I understand I need to sleep but canβt
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