mac n sneeze
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that is literally so awesome
no man can comprehend just how high of a bar my ecstasy reaches for these friendships :') im so EXCITED to read and study and worship God with them -
man that is so cool cud just a bit ago (like a month or less ago) i was asking God if i could have a christian friends (or a couple) if it was His will
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WOW lol
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now to hoping we'll stay in contact :D tbh i think im getting better at staying in contact. im not afraid of abandonment anymore
i don't care if one day i talk to someone and they ghost me. that's their choice :) in the end i don't store my treasures on earth, and even if i did, all i could do would be to weather the storm and get over it. no point in fretting, otherwise you'll never get anything done -
also i have been drifting a bit from God's word. i need to make more time for it definitely
ill look into my schedule tomorrow and make room for a good bible study
i have a lot of work tomorrow but tomorrow's friday so i have the day off :0 so i should probs do my work today, even if i stay up late, therefore i have my free day off -
no staying up past 2 am tho. that is the key that unleashes insomnia lol and i am not doing that after 365 days of staying up until 7 am
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i am so incredibly and outrageously happy :')
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i love making music its so fun but aggravating when you're mid-music and then the tune in your head stops musicing :(
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I wish i had faith in God like you, but i just feel He doesnt love me anymore
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i've felt like that too a lot before. i felt like He abandoned me but the thing is, God never changes. He loves all of His children equally; He will never abandon you for a SECOND.
in the bible it states clear as a chime that He loves His children regardless of their sins. He loves all of us so much that He sent His son to die for the world and to allow us to have a personal relationship with God through Christ :D
ill just say that those thoughts are all tricks of the enemy. the mind is the battlefield; we can't simply shove these thoughts away, but we can choose to not listen to them and instead lean on God's understanding, aka God's word where it states that God will never abandon nor forsake you :] -
okay
i don’t give a hoo haa >:( im whacking a song i made about two weeks ago onto here because holy smokes i love it
so i was tryna make a winter theme song before december ended :0 i don’t think i got the exact mood across lol but the four women and the bells add to the atmosphere imo
ill post it in a sec, vocaroo’s having difficulties producing brain juice -
vine boom (real)
here it is :]
i posted this elsewhere too on my youtube along with another song (which is where ill be posting future songs too), and i got a few compliments
like im not even joking the first compliment i got on it i cried :’) i am not used to compliments and receiving one is like. a massive milestone that nobody can steal >:0
the last compliment i received before these was a while ago, and every compliment ive been given, i always store in the back of my mind for months. a few months ago i started writing down every single compliment i received because going back to them when you’re sad really helps you as well as it helps you stay really motivated -
and i LOVE making music but i have 400 centuries worth of unfinished musics because as i stated previously, while im mid-music making a tune i had, the music will stop musicing and then it’s a struggle to figure out what to add next lol
also i have a bad habit of looping and need to stop :d -
holy smokes it is dark outside :0 it’s 5 pm wth
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this was another thing where i started making the foundation chorus to get started, but then the tune in my head stopped tuning lol so i was stuck and almost abandoned this as well as my millennials of other songs i had started but abandoned
so it would sound a lot better if i added a chord progression in the background, tuned this to not be so jam-ey (this non-word reminds me of jelly), a second chorus to complement the first, and some effects to go along with it as well as maybe another instrument
but the thing is how can i do all that when i don’t know how to add onto this tune? >:( i don’t like the end lol but if i delete it I DONT KNOW WHAT TO ADD :(
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