Gabriel Suicide letter to his parents.
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Thread Topic: Gabriel Suicide letter to his parents.
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Imperator NewbieThis all my FAULT he took a surgical syringe and punctures one of his major wrist vain and left it on his wrist draining his vein slowly still he was found by his mother late that night., he is at the hospital and my parents had advise me he should be going home today, I’m so glad to know he didn’t die i can’t believe this is the second time within a month he’d tried to kill himself., and this is all my FAULT!!!!!!
ayer por fin lo hice... por fin tuve el valor de hacerlo, lentamente me desvaneci sobre mis blancas sabanas ahora teñidas de sangre, mi alma poco a poco se liberaba de mi cuerpo, mi corazon latia menos cada segundo, y con esto mis penas ivan desapareciendo una a una. el mundo ya no parecia tan grande, por mi ventana se colaba la brisa que rozaba mis mejillas, y a lo lejos escuchaba a los pajaros que cantaban.
ahora ya no estoy, simplemente nunca lo estuve, mi madre encontro mi cuerpo esta mañana, un grito de dolor detuvo mi camino, quise observar por un tiempo, se sento a mi lado, y como nunca antes acaricio mi cabello, hizo algunas llamadas, y despues dijo que me amaba, si tan solo lo hubiera dicho unas horas antes, pensaba.
ahora me encuentro encerrado, entre madera y pintura fresca, mis amigos lloran inconsolables y ponen a un lado las cosas que me gustaban, mi Hermanas y hernamos estan triste, mi padre esta a mi lado, casi no lo reconozco, hacia tanto que no lo veia. Lo ramo de flores, son preciosas, mis favoritas, es la primera vez que me trae flores, solo siento no poder tocarlas y disfrutarlas...
de pronto siento que he hecho mal, mis amigos me estiman, mi esposa me ama, mi familia me adora, sin tan solo lo hubiera sabido, sin tan solo les hubiera contado mis sueños, mis anhelos, mis deseos y mis miedos, sin tan solo me hubieran escuchado cuando llegaba a casa, sin tan solo me hubieran besado la frente al ir a la cama, sin tan solo me hubieran prestado aquello que tanto deseaba, si tan solo hubieran dicho que me amaban....
English translation
yesterday finally did it... finally had the courage to do it, slowly my life vanishing away on my white now dyed blanket of blood, my soul gradually being freed from my body, my heart beat least every second, my past, pain and sorrow disappearing one by one. the world already seemed not so great, by my window the breeze that touched my cheeks, and far away listening to the birds singing.
now am not, simply it was never, my mother found my body this morning, a cry of pain stopped my way, I wanted to observe for a while, she sat by my side, and as ever she caress my hair, she made some calls, and then said that I loved you, if only she had said a few hours before, thought.
now I find myself locked, between wood and fresh paint, my friends cry inconsolable and put aside the things that I liked, my sisters and brothers are sad, my father is at my side, i almost not recognize him, i haven’t seeing him for a longtime. The bouquet of flowers, are beautiful, my favorite, it’s the first time that’s someone’s brings me flowers, if i can only touch them and enjoy them...
suddenly I feel that I have done wrong, my friends consider me, my wife loves me, my family loves me, if i only had known this before, not only would have told them my dreams, my desires, my wishes and my fears, if they’d heard me when i came home, if they had only kissed me on forehead when going to bed, if only they had given me what both wanted, if only they had said I loved you -
Gabe did not die.
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Imperator NewbieHe still alive
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I meant *will not
He's not going to commit suicide, especially if you'd stop bugging him. -
Imperator NewbieHe did tried tomboykaitie
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The Protector NewbieArlette how do you dare posting Gabriel personal affair online.
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Well she's a b---- TP.
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Imperator NewbieShut up George and leave me alone
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The Protector NewbieArlette you just had made the bigger mistake in your entire life
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Why don't you (Protector) and Gabe just f---ing beat her up already or something?
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Imperator Newbieshut the hell up tomboykaitie
George: What are you talking about? What mistake? -
i don't believe any of this s--- and I think this so called 'Arlette' 'George' and 'Gabe' are all fictional characters made up by shady.
sorry. just being blunt from lack of sleep and coffee overload. -
The Protector NewbieArlette now you had gave me proof to show Gabriel parents and yours as well in how do stalk and make Gabriel Life miserable.
Shadys has nothing to do with me carri04 We are not fictional character sas you said we are and isn’t nice accusing someone special shadys and Gabriel -
Imperator Newbiesee if i care George
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It's called the INTERNET, not everyone's going to be all f---ing frilly and sweetheart and none of this seems even remotely believable to a cynic like me.
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