sickend by happiness
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Thread Topic: sickend by happiness
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I go outside and see people laughing and smiling.
I see people holding hands and hugging.
Thier happiness sickens me.
I turn my head in disgust but the happiness seems to be everywhere i look.
I look up at the sun and pull my hood over my head and start to walk.
People start to turn thier heads toward me and they look at me like i'm some freak.
"What? You've never seen a person put thier hood up?" I want to say but instead i just lower my head and put my hands in my pockets.
I want to feel happy.
But at the same time i don't.
I want the pain to go away.
But at the same time i don't.
I don't want to feel anything anymore.
I have friends who understand me and thats all i'll ever need
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