Are you the Moon or the Sun?

Youre hurt in the inside but you are recovering, slowly, but still recovering. You prefer to keep to yourself and to your hobby/hobbies. Youre probably an introvert and dont like talking, however, when someone listens to you, you could go on for hours. You are the therapist friend, in one way or another, especially because of your quiet intelligence and wisdom. You say that you are the follower, yet somehow you are also the leader, following the sun of the group while unconsciously fixing the mistakes of the sun.