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    The Geek Expert
    i think i need to sleep but i don't feel like it
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    The Geek Expert
    i don't know why i feel like this
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    The Geek Expert
    i had stinging in my heart the other day and an artery in my neck hurt last night i think or the night before
    so i think this might be working
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    The Geek Expert
    i'm still a bit scared to have a heart attack but i still want to go
    it might not be a heart attack anyway
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    The Geek Expert
    i don't know why i don't feel like myself
    i've been doing my usual music and videos and food
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    The Geek Expert
    i guess i'm very upset emotionally
    like, i've been feeling really bad for days and wanting to go so it's probably had an effect on me
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    The Geek Expert
    what i should do is try to stay as stress-free as possible but it's like impossible
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    The Geek Expert
    because i'm like living in a wrong way and i've like been realising it more than before so it's made my head feel upset
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    The Geek Expert
    and the thought of having to answer these people and interact makes me feel exhausted like i can't do it
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    The Geek Expert
    it's horrible knowing that you shouldn't be living like this
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    The Geek Expert
    although it's obviously better than it was before
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    The Geek Expert
    i feel calmer than i did though because i was angry because i thought it could take years but now i think it could be soon so i'm ok
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    The Geek Expert
    hi
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    The Geek Expert
    they asked if i wanted to go the shop or a walk and i said no
    i went walk yesterday
    shrug
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    The Geek Expert
    they said i looked tired again
    i wish they'd stop saying i look sad or tired
    it doesn't help

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