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    The Geek Expert
    i understand that though i mean
    i guess it would make sense that i get to this point where i'm just frustrated and want to go
    i just thought i'd be different by this time and i'd of found someone else
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    The Geek Expert
    i've only decided this since about 8 days ago though so maybe it can't happen that quick
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    The Geek Expert
    but he won't let me have anyone else either
    so you want me to just sit here being dead for years and hope i still want to be with you after all that?
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    The Geek Expert
    you f---ing piece of s--- i'm so traumatized and it's time to go michael
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    The Geek Expert
    i'm finding it hard to watch your videos too without getting frustrated
    like, i know them all and i'm mad at you and it makes me more mad,
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    The Geek Expert
    i'm just worried because i tried relying on him to get out of the other place but nothing happened until i did it myself
    but that means i have to try killing myself? but i can't
    the risk could ruin my life
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    Unicornkat Novice
    Oh
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    The Geek Expert
    maybe it won't be long anyway
    my legs are weird
    maybe these are the legs of a dying person
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    The Geek Expert
    why should i assume he isn't responding though
    maybe he is
    idk if he can do it
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    The Geek Expert
    i'm finding it hard waking up here though
    when i wake up and i didn't get any dream message about it and it's like he's not there
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    The Geek Expert
    and i wake up to hear their horrible voices in the hallway and that really loud new person who doesn't have a brain
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    The Geek Expert
    i can't really deal with this anymore
    i can't take anymore
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    dragonsfire Junior
    Are you ok?
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    The Geek Expert
    yeah i just don't want to live here, i want to live in the magical place i'm supposed to be in
    i feel like i've been through too much and i can't take anymore

    i'm ok though i'm just frustrated
    idk how you can help
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    dragonsfire Junior
    Alright. Nothing's ever permanent, you know that, right? Your troubles will end eventually.

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