uh but i'm happy to have this guy's contact open anyway
i mean
it makes me happy 🌈
like i'm happy he knows me, sort of
i mean, i'm happy because i don't think he will block me and i can keep sending him stuff
i mean, i could
uh yeah
uh
hmm
sometimes i think these people don't reply because they're waiting for me to say more
like they expect/want me to keep talking
or uh
people aren't forward enough idk