sruoH hctiB daS

Thread Topic: sruoH hctiB daS

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    Chainsaw Novice
    just keep telling myself ill be okay
    But
    Will i
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    Chainsaw Novice
    everything dies so why cant i do it
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    Faceless Knight Advanced
    hey, i know i haven't known you long but i care and im worried for you
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    Chainsaw Novice
    I've got 1 friend
    And sometimes i wonder
    Would it even matter
    I mean youd be sad but eventually youd be okay

    There's not anyone else whod be hurt
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    Chainsaw Novice
    but ig ur a good reason not to
    You and my dog, ig

    Still the urge is there
    Sits at the back of my mind like a rock
    One day its gonna crush me
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    Chainsaw Novice
    I'll be okay, ty
    Just self hatey rn
    I'll get over it
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    Faceless Knight Advanced
    as long as you're ok
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    Chainsaw Novice
    I know that having a plan is the point where u need to do something but
    I always have a plan
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    Chainsaw Novice
    I feel like I'm a terrible friend. I don't know how to help you and my urge to solve all your problems must be infuriating. Sometimes I worry you secretly hate me, or maybe you just don't love me as much as I love you, or how much I love you makes you uncomfortable. I know I'm an intense person. My emotions are so extreme and I lovd people with my entire being. I know it's a lot. I know you say it isn't too much but I worry that it is. I worry that you won't tell me it is because you're scared of hurting me.
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    Chainsaw Novice
    Wish i had even 1 friend here
    Stopped smoke weed so me and p dont talk much
    Plus her stance on blm makes me uncomfy
    So ig
    Just time to let that fizzle out
    Which means im alone and jesus christ i hate being alone
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    Chainsaw Novice
    not okay, will be okay
    Ty
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    Chainsaw Novice
    I mean if im not gonna write anymore what an i waiting for
    Why am i still here, wasting space and time and just bulls---ting my way through each day thats just the same grey bland bulls--- as before
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    Chainsaw Novice
    i wish i weren't so broken inside but i really don't think I'll ever really feel like a whole person
    Ill never be able to forgive myself so I'll never be able to love myself and god i hate myself so f---ing much
    Every now and then i forget for a bit and then it hits me and all I want is to be at peace with it but I cant
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    Chainsaw Novice
    do i even deserve to be at peace, am i even worth forgiveness
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    Chainsaw Novice
    no one likes me and it's no wonder as to why
    I want to quit my job
    I want to stop existing
    I want to lay down in the woods somewhere and never get back up. Let my body turn back into earth and just be gone

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