You all clearly do a lot more than reading this journal of thoughts... I honestly thought everybody looked at me as okay this person's insane I'll just move on. Paige and I used to hate each other and he or she is actually pushing initiative trying to help me. She actually cares. I don't know why it coming from her impacts my thoughts so strongly.. probably because of hostile attitudes towards each other in the past I don't know. I just need to get out of Florida and stop procrastinating on my skills.
I must thank everybody who gives a s---tt about me