Depression and Hopelessness
Thread Topic: Depression and Hopelessness
I like music
Joined: Oct 26, '09
Status: Novice | 2010-03-02 05:56:42 |
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HUGE ASS
Joined: Mar 1, '10
Status: Newbie | 2010-03-02 06:38:50 |
| wen i get sad i ply my gitar until i feel better,works 4 me | |
nuva
Joined: Feb 8, '10
Status: Newbie | 2010-03-04 11:07:58 |
| yeah...i write | |
Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice | 2010-03-04 13:52:52 |
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I write too, but not usually like a journal or something like that cause I can't really focus on that. I like to write fastasy/adventure stories with sometimes romance. I'm thinking about making a vampire story. Plus I'm getting more into drawing even though I don't think I'm very good, I would love to make a manga! | |
Appayipyip42
Joined: Jan 24, '10
Status: Novice | 2010-03-04 14:32:58 |
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My Main Methods Of Dealing: Beating myself with a stick (usually about 200 times) Scratching myself until bleeding (I don't like to cut, I prefer to do what takes 20 minutes) Slamming myself against walls Drawing excessively gory images of people dying or being tortured (or both) Taking quizzes Thinking about SPARTAAAAA!!! Watching 300 clips (or anything involving Spartans, violence, or dramatic music) Listening to dramatic music | |
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xXWeeWiiXx
Joined: Jan 9, '10
Status: Newbie | 2010-03-04 15:18:42 |
| I used to throw myself at walls but people could hear me and got suspicious so i just slice the crap outa my arms now and cry. | |
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nuva
Joined: Feb 8, '10
Status: Newbie | 2010-03-04 16:15:52 |
| i used to do dat...cutting...but my firends check..so...i write poetry and cry | |
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xXWeeWiiXx
Joined: Jan 9, '10
Status: Newbie | 2010-03-04 16:47:18 |
| I dont let my friends check, i dont wanna make them feel bad cause of something ive done. | |
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Appayipyip42
Joined: Jan 24, '10
Status: Novice | 2010-03-04 18:49:08 |
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My mom doesn't like when I do the scratching thing...she says she doesn't like me getting hurt...that only makes me more depressed and wanting to kill myself. But suicide is retarded and for the weak who can't handle life, and that's what I'm trying to prove NOT to be. | |
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I like music
Joined: Oct 26, '09
Status: Novice | 2010-03-05 02:07:07 |
| I just write stories, when I was depressed I wrote a reeeeeally long story in the religion and spirituality forum under ghost stories thing, but I usually write stories and not poetry but sometimes I do, even songs. | |
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xXWeeWiiXx
Joined: Jan 9, '10
Status: Newbie | 2010-03-05 11:55:36 |
| Ive writen two poems but ones like 2 pages long and the others a wierd vampire one | |
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Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice | 2010-03-05 14:20:03 |
| I've thought of cutting myself but I'm too chicken to lol I don't usually do self-harm on purpose, however my clumsiness has caused some painful falls and bleeding. I don't really cry a lot, it's mainly like I hold it all in until one day I just let it all out and cry. My main problem is that I don't want to die or kill myself, but I don't feel like I'm alive anymore. Like nothing I do has much effect anymore and when the pain goes away I feel nothing, just empty. I almost wish I could run away but geographically I can't and I can't leave my family and friends who love and need me. Plus, what am I saying I couldn't run away cause there's nowhere to go... | |
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xXWeeWiiXx
Joined: Jan 9, '10
Status: Newbie | 2010-03-05 16:53:03 |
| Yeah, as soon as i can im moving out. I cant stand my dad. Hes the main reason im depressed. | |
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I like music
Joined: Oct 26, '09
Status: Novice | 2010-03-06 06:21:19 |
| I'm too chicken to cut myself, too. You're not the only one, Ana. | |
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Appayipyip42
Joined: Jan 24, '10
Status: Novice | 2010-03-06 10:10:41 |
| Sometimes though, I will cut myself, but not with knives. I prefer to use my own fingernails which are as sharp as knives. |
