to all my crazy friends!!!!!
Thread Topic: to all my crazy friends!!!!!
rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-17 23:32:57 |
| Not only that. *sighs* It's hard 2 explain. I'm bad at explaining things, so... *listens 2 Mayday Parade - Three Cheers For Five Years* | |
Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-17 23:35:59 |
| Aww, yeah me too. No one understands when I try to tell them how I feel. I've actually written a lot of random poetry lately | |
rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-17 23:37:39 |
| yah. in fact, i've been writing poems about suicide and love mixing. it's a nice blend. *sighs* I feel like I wanna cry. | |
Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-17 23:39:53 |
| *tries to cheer Rachy up* I feel the same way. It's funny even my good friends don't understand me anymore. I don't really think I'm crazy, just a little unwell | |
rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-17 23:42:51 |
| at least i'm not the only 1. People these days! *cries* It's not them though...It's me! I could say mean things about myself right now! *cries in hands* | |
Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-17 23:46:23 |
| Rachy you rock, really this isn't crazy because almost everyone our age feels like this sometimes. It really really sucks but it's gotta get better someday *sighs* I have no clue when but... | |
rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-17 23:49:00 |
| yea. I made a song 4 this project of mine and it's about a book I'm reading. Wanna hear it? It's suicidal kinda. | |
Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-17 23:49:57 |
| Sure I'd love to (just never actually hurt yourself. I need my friends) | |
rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-18 00:02:18 |
|
ha. K. Verse 1 It was a nice day outside Hating the fresh air And u asked me for a walk to the park Then I said "okay." It was a short talk and a short walk And it ended badly So you'd walked away, wanting you, but I let you go sadly. You wanted me to stay (you wanted me to stay) but you knew I had left ( but you knew I had left) it's already too late (it's already too late) Because I'm gonna be dead! So... Chorus Don't be crying over me! (Don't be begging on your knees) 'Cause it's too late I'm going. I'm doing this for your life. Don't be changing when I'm gone! (Hey I'm leaving before dawn) It's alright leave me be, unless you wanna die with me. Verse 2 You saw my letter On my bedroom covers Explaining why I left you And my mood the other day. I hope you'd felt better Now that you know the truth. I guess I was bluffing 'Cause everything was heart broken! You wanted me to stay (you wanted me to stay) but you knew I had left ( but you knew I had left) it's already too late (it's already too late) Because I'm gonna be dead! So... That's what I have so far. | |
Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-18 00:06:28 |
| I like it a lot, sort of reflects what I'm going through right now. | |
rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-18 00:08:56 |
| thanks. it's about a guy having a disease that can spread, so he's trying to kill himself before anyone in the world gets it. he wants his love one to live and enjoy life while he would risk his life to save the world. it's sad. | |
Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-18 00:11:57 |
| Yeah that is sad. I really like the way you write it, how it flows. I love when poetry tells a story and has a deeper meaning. | |
rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-18 00:15:47 |
| thanks. i'm actually performing it for a class of mine. i hope they like it. | |
Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-18 00:18:35 |
| That's great, for English we have to do a project and one of the choices was to write a song and I'm doing that too. Except it's supposed to be about Greek mythology. I want to bring my acoustic guitar in and play it, though I have to write it first. | |
rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice | 2009-11-18 00:21:48 |
| Cool. I love greek mythology. Oedipus...use to be a great greek hero. *sighs* He killed hios father and married his mother. How sad...*shivers* and sick! He f---in' did IT with his mother!!!!! |