How to make friends on the internet?
Thread Topic: How to make friends on the internet?
Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-17 23:55:42 |
| I understand, this past year for me has been... like a emotional rollar coaster and I don't feel like the same person I was. I feel like I've changed but I don't know who I am. I keep doing my schoolwork and other things I gotta do but it feels like I'm going nowhere, I guess is the best way to say it. And it's like my dreams are so out of reach and I don't know how to tell anyone how I feel. It's just madness for my soul. | |
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rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:05:27 |
| yeah. u got it. u know what i mean. but how can i be sad if i have everything that a person would want? i'm not rich or famous, but i have everything here. i just don't know where to start and how to begin. | |
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Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:10:05 |
| Exactly. It's like I really just want to break out of everything I'm stuck in. I know I'm only 14 but it's feels like I'm so much more mature and like I just want to start my life and do what I want. I want to enjoy what I'm doing and feeling like it has a purpose. It's hard to tell my friends or my parents because it's like, they don't really know my true self. | |
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rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:14:00 |
| yeah. hiding secrets. i could do that. i do that a lot. they don't know what's it like to b standing on our 2 feet. | |
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Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:16:37 |
| Yeah, I really wish they could understand me but sometimes its just like I'm speaking a different language to people. Like I can't use words anymore to explain myself. If only someone could feel what we feel or see our thoughts clearer. | |
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rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:18:59 |
| *cries* i don't know myself anymore! I need my music! *listens 2 Metro Station - Control and sings it out loud* | |
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Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:20:58 |
| Man that's how feel, but I'm to tired to cry, though I have wanted to today. *turns on Chizuru by the GazettE* | |
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rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:23:46 |
| *feels a little better* U know what!? I just wanna do something really risky right now! | |
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Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:24:15 |
| Hmm, like what? | |
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rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:28:23 |
| Like...running outside in the cold shouting random things about how life sucks and kicking people's front doors holding a knife! Something like that. | |
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Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:31:55 |
| yeah I want to be in a crowd running in the opposite direction and singing loudly, causing people to stop and think | |
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rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:35:43 |
| Haha! *shakes head 2 music* MY MIND IS SO HYPED!!!! HAHA! | |
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Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:37:09 |
| LOL! Isn't that awesome? We can be all depressing together one minute and then the next rocking out like crazy! Woot! | |
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rachcab21
Joined: Jun 29, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:39:09 |
| LOL!!!!! I think I have mood swings! | |
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Anastasia
Joined: Jun 11, '09
Status: Novice |
2009-11-18 00:43:23 |
| Haha I've wondered if I'm bipolar before. I'll be like: Me: Hey, what's up? *sorta depressed* Becca: Not much, how about you? Me: Ok I guess Cameron: *runs over like a madman* MCR f---in' rules! Me: LOL!! Yes they do!!! *high fives everyone like crazy* |
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