Nn.
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Thread Topic: Nn.
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I'm still upset. And bored. I'm playing with keys because I have nothing to do and I don't want to intrude on conversations.
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Hey kiddo.*smiles*
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Hello.
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You alright kiddo?
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I'm not sure how the word "upset" has anything to do with being alright, but I don't want to be rude. No, I'm not alright.
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And I feel like I'm bothering you. I think I've been doing that a lot lately..
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You're not bothering me. I'm just not in a good mood.
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Ah...why not? Sorry for prying.
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Let me give you a list.
1. I thought I was over her, but I'm not. I might not think about her every waking moment, but something reminds me of her, and it makes me sad. I want her back, yet I loathe the idea of going back into such a shaky relationship. And now, I'm so desperate to hear from her that I glare at my emails daily praying that I'll see a response.
2. I've been wanting to rp with some people but I can't catch their attention it seems.
3. I want to be able to stop feeling like a zombie. I'm terrified of myself. I've been zoning out more recently than ever before and sometimes my mind goes blank before I realize I'm doing something wrong or I didn't do something.
4. I've been having drawing issues.
5. My grandpa died around this time of the year, along with several other family members. While this is something I just thought about, it's still an issue. While this month is usually cheerful and s---, it's not for my family. -
Hon...I'm sorry.
1. It's something that is hard to get over dear. I know I've never been through it myself, but I'm sorry.
2. I would but...
3. Dear that happens once in a while. You'll be alright.
4. I've been having...art issues.
5. My grandfather's death happened 10 days ago and about 4 years ago. It still hurts to know he's dead. -
Don't be. I.. I just need to talk to her. And every little second I get makes me 10x happier than I feel.
It's the thought that counts.
Oh, really?
You're not alone.
It sucks dick when people die. I'll be one of them.. That's scary, too. -
It's hard not for me to feel sorry dear. It's just my nature to say that.*smiles lightly, pets your head*
I don't know what you would like to do as an rp.
Yes dear.*smiles lightly* it happens to the best of us. It's more frequent with me because I like the feeling.
I know.
That's why I'm scared to truly trust people because everyone I have well..is kinda dead. -
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I.. I honestly don't, either.
You like it?
nnnn
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*wraps my arm around your neck and gives you a nuggie* deal with it.
Same. I've been at a loss with rps lately.
I like feeling like a zombie, but it depends on my state of mind.
I even traded back to wanting to be a history teacher.
Yeah...
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